berserk.
detachment isnt pratical as a form of self protection.it doesnt last.
morn was sucky.
as in.
unreasonable.
i dunno.
it just scars and hurts more then instills any form of fear.
emo crying was just horrid.
i wonder how can sch make me feel so unwnated n useless even though i aint no trouble student.
its like.
GRADES ARE EVERYTHING.
IT DEFINES WHO U ARE.
which is so not true.
ok. mayb true to a certain extent.
in any case.
GP tution normally makes me feel betta.
its more of thinking, voicing n not having to worry if the teacher thinks u r silly.
coz. who cares.
but then reality sets in when u realise its back to the nightmare tomorrow.
its scary when u start wishing ur thoughts were in coherent cheemology ang moh terms that can b used in gp essays.
definitely a sign of i-want-to-be-a mugger syndrome.
and hey. im mysterious.
shakes ma asssssss.....
HOHO.
i would run n off all the plugs in the bloody blender goldfishy museum.
and mayb whilst doing so go berserk n scream as i do so
"whats the bloody problem of the curators, call the animal activists now! we r going to riot till we get compensation to breed more GOLDFISHES! All hail goldfishes!"
thats the weird rebellios streak.
no wait. thats the mild version.
the real rebellious streak would be running around laughing beserk whilst turning all the benders on.
and then shake my ass as i go take a budget airline home.
argh.
its only a goldfish.
but still~~~~
u knoww....
our desire to protect those lil itty bitty creatures.
this is wad happens when i think too much.
